To me, “FEARLESS” is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you’ve been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again… even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. It’s FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. I think it’s FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he’s in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s FEARLESS to stop believing them. It’s FEARLESS to say “you’re NOT sorry”, and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright…That’sFEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That’s why I write these songs. Because I think love is FEARLESS..
Each one of us has an inspiration. Different inspirations and that help us not to give up. It also makes us happy and the most wonderful thing is our INSPIRATIONS make us feel in love.
Back 2008, I was a second year high school student and a girl who’s finding something so AMAZING. My best friends have their favorite idols like JOBROS, Zac Efron, Demi Lovato, Hannah Montanna, and other Hollywood stars but me, myself is finding something different from theirs. The shining, shimmering ones!
In every slambook that I will sign on, I always leave a BLANK about a question, “Who’s your favorite idol?”, and “Who’s your favorite Singer?” or sometimes I write someone great though they’re not my favorite idol.
I LOVE MUSIC and every time that I will go to bed, after praying I always turn on the radio because this helps me to sleep right away. Suddenly, I heard a great song. I loved it! I was sleepy at that moment but when that song played, I awakened! The next morning, I went to school and tell it to my classmates. I told them that I heard a new wonderful song and I’m thinking who might be the singer of that song.
So every night that I will turn on the radio, I always anticipate that song. Days passed, a friend of mine knew the singer of that song and its title also. At last, I will know it. Her name was TAYLOR SWIFT and the song is titled, “White Horse”.
So the admiration begins. Every time that I’m broken-hearted, I’ll just play her song and be fine again. There is a story of mine that every man that I will fall in love of broke my heart or cheated on me. But when TAYLOR SWIFT came, I focused my mind on hers and follow my heart to LOVE her.
I started to buy my first guitar and it’s been two months when I learn the basic chords. I started composing songs about my stories. I always buy magazines about her. I post posters on my room with a picture of hers. I bought her CDs. I have a collection of her songs (I mean all of her songs). I always put her picture on my school I.D. I play all of her songs every day.
All of my classmates, my schoolmates, my friends/best friends, family and relatives know that I’m a BIG FAN OF TAYLOR SWIFT. Because it’s too obvious! J And they also call me, “T.SWIFT” of “MS.FEARLESS”.
Until now, I still love her and as the days passed by, my love for her never stops yet it becomes deeper and deeper.
Even my mom likes her because of mine. We both watch the Grammy’s every year. And other movie awards that TAYLOR SWIFT was nominated. We vote for her through net. My mom also knows the story about her. And she likes her because TAYLOR SWIFT is a good daughter. Yeah, right? Even my teacher in chemistry remembers me when she heard about TAYLOR SWIFT! One day I saw her at the street. She called me and said,”Hey, TAYLOR SWIFT has a concert here, right?” I replied, “yes, maam” and she said, “you know, when I knew that news, I remember you. When it comes to TAYLOR SWIFT, I always remember you” J
It’s so much fun to be part of her life and I know she will appreciate what I am doing now. I dream about this. To let her know that I LOVE HER SO MUCH!
MS.TAYLOR SWIFT,
You’re my dream. My wonderful dream! I want to see you, to hug you, and to hear your beautiful voice personally. But I know it’s impossible. I wish you could come back here in the Philippines. Sorry, I didn’t come to your concert here but I promise, next time! You know, I cried when I knew that the ticket was sold out. See, there are so many people that love you not only me. TAYLOR, I always fantasize you! Muah! And I won’t stop praying for your safety! THANK YOU SO MUCH! You’re the most wonderful part of my life that I will never ever forget!
